M.I.A.

Several things have happened since my last post.

Infidelity. Relationship issues. Distance. Avoidance. Anti-social. Work issues.

I tend to avoid being around others or involved with them when I am going through personal issues. Namely infidelity. My immediate thought process runs to, "I can't trust anyone. I don't like anyone. I don't want to be around anyone." But I still have to go to work. I still have to perform my day-to-day duties, so that I don't lose everything else that I have. Sadness and anger are my primary emotions. Anger being the prevalent one.

Oh, and for the fitness/health perspective. I lose my appetite. I have to force myself to eat. All I could ingest and keep down was soup. So I lost four pounds in the last week. Stress helps you lose weight, but it's not healthy to do it this way, deliberate or not.

So I'll write again later. When I have time to collect my thoughts and re-focus on what I came here to do. Which was help you.